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i guess it’s safe to say this since almost everyone in the office knows about…this will be my last month working in alias pictures…why? the company’s got into a situation in which it have to be closed down…due to some problems…ahahaha, my first job, ended in 4 months…cool…graduate fast, lose my job faster…hahaha

anyways, no use ranting or complaining over it…there’s no one to blame also, as it’s too sudden…so have to start looking for new job soon…actually, my current company’s partner offered me a place as a junior editor…but i’m still thinking about it…due to some little ‘obstacle’ that i’ve seen when i was working there…well, i’ll let them know latest by monday whether i want to join them or not…

today’s the agung’s big day…so i get the day off…slacking at home…*no money, how to go out*…and last night was thrashed badly by igloo’s animators in DoTA…those guys are insane…but it was fun also…

mm, the weather’s is quite nice today…maybe i’ll go have a swim later…as i’m starting to grow sideways…anyway, till here for now la…want to get eat lunch…

ha, another week…just got back from office…and it’s 3.31am now…tomorrow have to go back and finish up the work…still have lots of parts to fine tune…stupid agency, simply change the storyboard on the spot…eh, think about us, the people who do all the work you requested la…not easy to do such high demanding stuff in such a short time…

anyways, i’m currently working on a project from a company with a huge profile…i won’t go into details yet…not until the stuff is done…but all i can say, although it sound simple, looks simple, but trying to achieve that effect is hard…

i think i’m getting out of shape, need to workout and start exercising more often…after all, sitting in front of a computer for more than 10 hours a day can’t possible do any good to your body…

planning to go back to kuching in may, hopefully everything is going well…wanna see my wife, my parents and friends…also to take a short break after all this rush…anyways, my hair is getting dry already, wanna sleep…chiaoz

it’s April already…actually, the 3rd day of April to be precise…same old days, same old routine but this time with a twist…you may ask, ‘what the hell is he trying to say?’…well, all i can reveal for now is that something is going to happen and it will affect me…a lot…

anyways, let’s talk about something else…well, for the 1st time, i decided to sell off my guitar effect pedal…something which i thought i would keep till it breaks…well, due to some personal reason, i had to sell it off…sold it to a guy in perak, so i got to go to the post office tomorrow to post the pedal to him…and hopefully the postman won’t trash my item…hopefully la…

it’s been raining a lot for this week…so the weather is quite cool…but the down side is that my clothes cannot get dry easily…eh, at least have some sunshine so that i can dry my clothes la…running out of clothes to wear already ok?

listening to galneryus song called ‘fate of the sadness’ now…it’s a very very melodic and emotional song…can really feel what is the song is trying to tell without even going through the lyrics…

it’s been a month plus a few days since i came back here…and i really miss my wife a lot…wonder how she is now?

anyways, my friend arrived already, wanna go for for a drink…till next time…chiaoz

it’s been a few days since i last posted here…well, no point posting everyday if there’s nothing to post…

it’s the last day of march…tomorrow’s april fool…hmm, should i throw in a couple of prank to my friends? just received my pay check today…today wasn’t really good day for me…to start off with noon…i made a trip to the post office just to find it close…due to public holiday…then the weather is so freaking hot that i couldn’t even keep my eyes open to do my stuff…then one of my multi-level-network-direct-selling-force-you-to-attend-some-seminar-dude kept calling me to go attend one of his company’s seminar…dude, as much as i love to make money, please anything but multi-level marketing and illegal stuff ok? then my eyes got splashed with boiling cooking oil cause i accidentally dripped some water into the wok…good going there…lastly, there’s one sales-person-direct-selling-thingy kept calling me to go to their office to check out their new product…dude, i’m not interested in any of your health product…

phew, enough ranting here…i’ll need to find a software that allows me to block selected callers who try to bug me when i’m trying to enjoy some peace and quiet…hopefully tomorrow will be a better day…

today i tried making home-made chicken chop…or should i say..chicken pieces…tasted ok…just need more salt and pepper…sometimes i enjoy cooking as it really test your patience and skills…for your information, i’m still a lousy cook…ah, so tired…sleep first, spam later…chiaoz

well, this is just another slow week for me…1st of all, my paycheck haven’t arrive yet…2nd, my wallet is practically empty, 3rd, all my work are on hold till god knows when and lastly, it’s the end of the month and i have tons of bills and payments to settle…that’s enough to drive any normal person crazy…hahaha

anyways, did nothing much in office this week, just fooling around with 3d software and exploring new plugins…well, everything seemed…S-L-O-W…very very slow…

for some reason, tonight is very hot…it’s midnight already, and it’s still so damned hot…later how to sleep oh…i’ve put a limit to myself to spend less and save more…i’ll have to cut down my weekly movie, weekly outing to once every alternate week…as i need to save a lot to prepare something for my wife…

man, i’m sick of eating at mamak stalls…seemed to eat the same thing day after day…week after week…need to make some changes to it…nothing much to write also, i’ll stop here for now…chiaoz

today is the LYN jam 3…a very crazy day…and this time is the time with the most participant…up to 18 in one studio…and also the very first time where there are a female guitarist who joined…played quite a lot of 80s, 90s rock and metal tunes…are when ok…though always got stuck here and there…but who cares, it’s just a gathering and it’s for fun only…so just enjoy and don’t care about the rest…

today get to witness some of the craziest tricks and techniques, like 6 string sweep, tapping, whammy tricks…and other funny stuff…very tired now…but it was very very fun…

hmm, my weekend is almost over…why so fast one? i still haven’t relax enough la…planning to go 1U watch a movie tomorrow, but don’t know what movie to watch…maybe just go there walk around, take dinner and go home…hai~~that’s what i do when i’m all alone without my wife…baby, when are you coming back?

i heard that next week i’m going to be super busy again…alamak…please don’t take in too many job at once…i’m a human and i need to rest also…both my body and my mind…btw, i’ve been working for 3 months plus as a junior designer already, and oh yea, i’m still under probation…don’t know when i’ll receive the confirmation letter…don’t tell me they wanna keep me like this forever…

anyways, that’s it for this entry…chiaoz

YES!! tomorrow’s saturday!! LYN jam…here i come…today is another free day…nothing to do…just test rendering my work…see whether it works or not…and basically just wasting my time in the office…

nothing much happened…my wife called me today after she went to the hospital and told me her arm maybe be permanently damage…and may have a little problem using them like before…i just hope things aren’t that serious…if not, i’ll be your arm…don’t worry…

i guess i’ll be watching a few episode of anime before i go to sleep…just finish snacking, so cannot sleep yet…till here this time..chiaoz

today seemed to be the day where i don’t need to do lots of work…but got severely confused by my editor…don’t really know what he wants me to do…when i do this, he asked for that, when i did that, he asked for the previous one…eh, please make up your mind ok?

yes!! weekend is just around the corner…and i was told that i would receive allowance…yes, the hard work had finally been paid off…

the weather had been cool and cold…as it has been raining for the past few weeks…good…i can sleep more soundly at night…damned, why so many mosqitos one? hello, i’m in 12th floor yet the mosquitos wanna fly all the way here just to have a bite…sien…

anyways, my wife’s going to the hospital tomorrow…hopefully no more operation for her la…it pains me to think about her fragile body going to be cut up by surgeons, and leaving some scars in the process…i wonder when does the super advance medical thingy that we see in movie going to be available? hmm…maybe i can propose this idea to someone? hahaha…that’s it for this time la, i think i bullshit too much…chiaoz

alamak, my life’s seemed like it’s repeating itself…am i going to be so used to this kind of routined-life style…if so, then this sucked big time…

just another typical day in the office…i arrived at 9.00am, but i start to do my stuff at 2.00pm…cuz that’s when my editor come in…basically wasted the whole morning, sitting there doing nothing…

i had ulcers, so i have a very hard time trying to eat…i guess i’ll drink soya bean milk starting from tomorrow till my ulcers got better…it’s getting late, i’ll drop a call for my wife before i go sleep…chiaoz

phew…just another long day at the office…quite a lot of stuff to do…but i don’t really enjoy doing them today…for some reason, i just don’t feel like rushing for deadlines today…maybe i haven’t got over monday blues yet…who knows…

feels like i’m spamming rather than posting blogs here…hahaha…well, for today, i have both good news and bad news…the good news is, this week is going to be less OT and there’re won’t be much deadline to meet…the bad news it…the LYN jam is near and my amp just broke down…how am i suppose to even practice now?

it’s 12.39am now, planning to sleep after i finish my anime here…i overspend this month…last week alone, i have to withdraw money from my savings just to cover up…this week same situation…if this goes on, my bank will be empty by the end of this month…have to start saving…and maybe eat less…

anyways, till here this time, tomorrow’s going to be a better day…chiaoz